Ruined their lives? Well, it's only so because of the social expectations and how most of society looks down on transgender/transexual people, among other things. Hmm, it's good that ya'llve got each others backs and stuff.

Actually, it's really good that you've more or less discovered how you feel about yourself at such a young age. Since you said they make do you masculine stuff, I'm going to assume you haven't told your parents or they ignore it. Either way, if they ignorant of it, they should at least be aware that if you're old enough to identify yourself, then you are also old enough to attempt suicide.

Oh, I'm very aware that transgenders hide who they are. However, don't feel like you're just another brick in the wall. You can do something and you can move on in your life. I'm going to PM you something as I know someone who can probably assist you in some way. I'm hopeful she can do something for you. I'll be here, as well.

It's a pretty crazy game...and the music is pretty great..if you're into that type of music
http://youtu.be/89G6_ROjpy0
here's one of my favorites off the soundtrack...
By the way, have you thought of making a Blog here on VR?

*Hugs back*
Have you ever heard of a Fighting game called Guilty Gear?

14 is a really young age to be facing depression, I can tell you that much. There is much more to be lived and so much more you learn as you age. Let me ask, what sources your depression? Is it that others don't understand you, being alone or vat? You know, there are a handful of people who are in a similar boat as you. By that, I mean other transgender.

Oh, so you do have people around you! See, that's a good thing! Have you done research about other male to female stories and such? Most or quite inspiring. In the end, you're not alone despite you having to face a rather difficult life.

*high fives*

Ah, ok. Got it!

Oh, so you feel like no one is there to support you. What of friends? Or how about a significant other? If you don't have either, why not have hope that you'll find the right person/s for you? Aww, don't be pessimistic. I'm sure you've got something that you'd love to show others! C'mon, be optimistic!

You know you better than anyone else does...
Sometimes you have to sit down and search
And hey, you have friends that support you every step of the way

Just search inside yourself, I know you'll make the right decision :3
as long as you'll truly feel happy about you and your decision

Oh dear, well we all fear the future...
It just depends on the choices you make

Tired...today was my first day as a senior in highschool...and I'm tiiiired ||D

Hola~ c:

Pretty good.
how about yours?

Sorry for the late reply. I forgot about profile comments, lol.

Well, I know it's hard, but try to remember that negative things will happen for now and won't last forever. Cheer up! Also, which gender pronoun do you prefer, btw?

Sweet
My Day was uneventful to say the least

Yeah..I've played a few that turned into that.....
Well how was your day

Yeaaaaah...I can fully agree with that..

I See...I Loooove MMORPG's...and honestly I like the grinding aspect cause it keeps me busy

Hmm, Seems interesting

Hmmm...Never heard of it

And then another day passes....
..Well what'cha up to?

I thought it was quite interesting- it sounded a little as if you wrote it. Either way, your friend is a good writer. :3

What's up?

hey

Have you not beheld the beauty that is Jurassic Park?
The first one, not the really bad sequels.

Au Revoir, and have a great rest
*high fives*

Ah, That sounds interesting

That's an Odd combination

I see.....
I don't know what to say....and If I did I couldn't say anything negative about it

I don't believe you're selfish....

Hmmm.....
well
Analytical, Easygoing, Calm, quiet, Friendly...that's basically it

You feel envy for someone having something, or just envy for someone in general
you hide envy because you think having something of someone's is childish, although that is how you really feel...hope I explained it right..

Well....Envy is peculiar at best...probably the most childish emotion but possibly the most honest

Hmmm...I see..
I don't know what to say to that...since I'm a near splitting image of my father

I See.....Thank you
and I understand

I try too....then I always think my best isn't good enough
and when I seem to improve others are always ahead..

I'm not sure....probably cause I keep thinking people are better than me.
and I keep chasing my peers, but always falling short....

Meh, it's just my negativity sometimes....plus my Inferiority Complex (._.)

Thanks!...although I don't think much of myself

Ah I see....
Well...If I were to describe you it would be....hmmmm
Intelligent, Honest, Genuine, Kind.....that's all I could think of right now xP

Yeah...I ask myself the same thing sometimes
but you gotta look forward...
wow..I really gotta follow my own advice x3

Yeah...But I'm still hoping so I'll be fine
How about your life

Well, other than not being able to get classes for school.
I'm absolutely fine :3

Yes, It really is....
and you're welcome, I always think about my friends

The poem was really good....not to sound rude or anything but I fancy sad poems..It brings me into the writers own world
Just know your friend is in my prayers, as well as you

Ah nice, I'm going to give it a read

Oh Hey, what's up?

I'm not that sure. What do you mean?

It's okay- I think one of my old friends had this same problem too. Your parents- like mine, are probably old fashioned, so they don't understand as much as we do. I think there are two reason why my parents aren't making the computer and gaming in general a big deal: they know that games make me happy and that I moderate a site- which is also a big deal.

I think their attitude changed when they read my college essay: it was about how I met friends on a forum and how I had responsibilities online. Even my college counselor liked it when she read it- because of how unique this sort of topic was.

I was actually interested in the essay as I was writing it up. When applying for college, it really helps to use a unique topic for your essay when you start sending your forms to colleges. I'm almost certain that the reason I got into my top choice was because of my essay.

At this point, I would just blame it on bad parenting >_>

Maybe you should stop gaming for 1 whole day and then tell your parents how you feel. If they see you feeling worse, then they may work with you.

Yeah in most cases. Never really been into sports/other things like that.

I would think that it's easier to at least hint to them about your depression. If you tell them that gaming relieves your stress and makes you feel better, then I'm sure they would understand.

Maybe they want you to read books instead? (I've never been a huge fan of reading >_<)

Maybe you can make projects? o: I have a tendency to have too many projects- either related to videogames or drawing/writing.

Hmmm that's a bit unfortunate. Maybe they want you to do more...important things? I never had this problem, so I can't give good advice. :<

I like reading poetry over books, so that's why. Are you gonna end up posting more?

I see
It's a reeeeeeally story driven series, and how it ties mythologies is interesting

I Plan on playing them, it's just a matter of when but I'll take your recommendation thanks
Have you looked into the Persona Series?

Ah, I see

Have you been reading into anymore Mythologies?

Yeah...Thanks for the advice
I'm certain things will turn around for me
*high fives*

Not Nice is absolutely right.
So I'm in a Very terrible bind

Well, they're all waitlisted....including my pre-requisites
which is horrible

Frustrated so far.....can't register for any classes and it's REALLY stressing me out

Well, I hope things turn out better for you...

oh....I see
sounds rough...

What's up?

Hey

How long have you felt like this for?

I think I am but I doubt it sometimes.

or at least in my mind.

Hello. Your MTF or FTM?

Oh, If you do I say start with either Persona 2 or 3..and I just finished 3 so I'll tell you this
The Story is amazing
And well I bid you Adieu...Au Revoir mon ami

Yup...Then I say start w/ Takamagahara and the creation of Japan
along w/ Izanagi and Izanami
I say if you want to learn about more myths and some religious or mythological people or things. Play the Persona series

Yeah, I want to learn the Myths and beginnings of Japan
So far I'm well versed in the Takamagahara history of Japan

No, I want to learn though

Magic....hmmm.
not sure, pretty sure It can be possible
But I feel that the Heart and Mind are already magic...if you understand me

Hey, as long as you're Helping people

Chansey and Blissey are pretty much the reason why I pack Psyshock instead of Psychic.

I'm no Doc...Just gauging what your Arcana would be xD

The Fool........hmmmmm
The fool arcana represents infinite possibilities..a Wild Card
Ugh...sorry...too much Persona and Psychology

Thanks, and that Chansey of yours is scary- I didn't have too many counters for it.

I see...
Sorry..pardon my Nihilistic attitude

1st. That pic is Nightmare Fuel xD
2nd. Most things are truly unavoidable...Such as Death.
I Learn a lot from talking to you...It's really interesting

true....but most things are unavoidable..
and I'm sure you know that

Ahhh, I see......
Sounds interesting.

Thanks man!

nope....what is that

For some reason I lean towards 3 and 5.....or anyone w/o a bad outcome

Ah, Good point xD

Well then....If you're insane
Then so am I

Oh..I already know about some of the Touhou universe...
specifically Flandre

Awww......I wanted to do that ......least the job's done

....Overkill much
xD
*Runs from the Minotaur*

Minotaurs are awesome....wonder if I waved something in front of it if it would go Berserk o_o

Eh..I'm more of an Ancient Greece kinda guy (presses Ancient Greece)

That'd be Perfect...

Good game! Thanks for the battle, I just wanted a little practice so that I don't get too rusty before X and Y.

Of course!
A Historian and Psychiatrist...that'll be awesome

Ah, I have my team ready right now. I'll be waiting in the wifi room. ^^