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Oh, me too~! Sometimes it gets so bad that I destroy entire projects no matter how close to completion I am.
A lot of the time when I'm writing a song and I listen to it from the beginning to make sure it flows properly I get so into the music that I actually forget it's unfinished, so when I get to a blank spot I go "Oh Christ, I have to keep writing this, don't I?" And yet, there is always 1 or 2 things I hate about my songs about 2-3 days after I release them to the public. |
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When everyone else is listening to music on their MP3 players or computers, I still listen to and record audio cassettes. And some of my mix tapes were actually arranged on my computer.
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Sometimes I try to lay blame on myself when something goes wrong, more with friendships and relationships. Even if I know I didn't do anything wrong and it wasn't my fault. Probably part of me trying to make sense of it and it being my fault is easier to deal with then someone else screwed up where I'm involved.
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I find it sad that I have a larger vocabulary than many adults that I know, and I don't have a large vocabulary. My favorite thing about the world is tomatoes. |
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I'm tired of people making stupid decisions or making it seem like something they said wasn't in earnest. That and a month after the break up I still have feelings for my ex and part of me wants her back, other part wants to wait a bit longer to decide and only if she has "enough time".
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I have this strange hobby of mine that was encouraged by my aunt. Every time I cook something new I take pictures of it and occasionally post it to the internet. We call it my junior food blog, "Food Fotography."
The more I lose my grip on how meaningful life is the more I think about death to scare myself back into life. But sometimes... I think too much and I start to wonder if death is really all that bad. I don't know. |
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What I'm going through has a name! I'm having an existential crisis, and nothing could be more painful.
I had this random Jeopardy craving and I've been binge watching episodes since Monday. I haven't gotten any schoolwork done. |
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I never realized this until today, but I have a pretty big insecurity in being a social outcast of sorts IRL... I live in the middle of nowhere, I'm homeschooled, and most of my friends are online... but at the same time I feel conflicted; I really long to be like a 'normal' person, but at the same time all of the 'normal' people in my town seem to be morons.
...And on a similar note, I'm very highly critical of people I meet. =w= |
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To reduce embarrassment on myself and entertain others I frequently overact to anything I know I might mess up anyway. Like hilariously flailing about through a room of tightly packed objects.
Not like I ever had to defend my claim on being one of the largest Beatles fans, but I named this set of pens + pencil I use the Fab Four, or I Favoloso Quattro Azzurro. From left to right, this is John, Paul, George, and Ringo. I've been using this set for the past month. |
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This happened a while back, but when I left the bathroom to go back to my room after showering, I saw two girls walking down the hall about to go past me. (I was only wearing a towel) When I got closer to my door, I could've sworn I heard them giggling. It was so embarrassing.
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Here is one of the saddest stories I can recount... the story of my beginnings as a Beatles fan.
I guess before 2009 I knew a couple Beatles songs that were super popular. They remixed Hello Goodbye every 2 years for Target commercials and We Can Work It Out was also a thing. But other than that I was pretty fresh. We had recently played a Beatles medley for the Winter Concert in 8th Grade and I thought the band was pretty good. My first actual Beatles song, Eleanor Rigby, was my obsession for the next few months. But why am I talking about the Beatles like they're the subject of this post? The thing I wanted most that year was Sonic Unleashed for the Xbox 360. I bought the Wii version and was dissatisfied to learn of the exclusion of the Mazuri and Empire City stages, and the overall added annoyance. But to buy the game I first needed a 360. That's why that year was a golden Christmas opportunity for me. The Beatles Rock Band had just come out and with my new interest I got my mom excited about my love for the band. That spread onto my grandmother's love for me who agreed to buy me both the console and the full Rock Band game set. So while I was sitting through my mom's descriptions of the different songs I was overjoyed that I was one step closer to obtaining Sonic Unleashed, the correct version. So the reason I'm such a huge Beatles fan today is Sonic Unleashed. It makes sense it's my 2nd favorite Sonic game. |
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I got pissed when I heard my ex has a new boyfriend and more upset when she did something stupid, guess I still care.
At times I'm also worried she was the only one to want to date me and I'll be alone. On the other hand pisses me off with people who give you one chance in one manner or anouther. This case that exes become nondatable, even if the reason was time issues on one or both parties ends -_-. |
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I'm worse at driving directions than everyone else in the Northeast, put together. So it's a half-hour drive to my grandfather's house. I went to deliver some things today and somehow or another I ended up spending almost two and a half hours getting lost in various parts of New Jersey before my he/mom called me to go home and the stuff would get delivered some other day.
I can go 200 miles both ways to get to Magfest, but can't do a twenty-mile drive through two towns. Brilliant. |
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I have something called illusory superiority when it comes to making judgments. In other words, it means asserting my ability to judge what's right, wrong, and what's fair as being superior compared to everyone else's ability to judge.
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I sometimes have a stuttering problem. It happens either when I have too much to say at once, or when I feel intimidated. I blame being reserved and quiet for all of these past years, I would never be able to do public speaking.
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That's me as well. Even when I read from text that I write I jumble up words and make things more awkward. But strangely enough if I sing things I'm able to say anything coherently, as long as the melody is constant.
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Been thinking about this a lot recently. Somewhat of a loaded topic, in this day and age, especially for someone like me. Here's a copy of an email I sent to my mom a little while ago (no it's not a suicide note).
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#1232
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Pretty much the only things keeping me in college at this point are my friends. I met a lot of good people over here. Quite frankly, I'm sick and tired of grades and how I have to constantly worry about them. I don't do well in any one class besides Geology. I've considered dropping out, but then I realized that my chances of getting a job would be very low and my parents would kill me if I ever dropped.
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I'm a hardened spirit, so I don't think anything would make me chicken out for college. I've worked to hard to get where am at and I was initially dissatisfied. For you two, I just don't think college suits your character types. After all, college isn't for everyone. I don't know you guys too well, but if you do eventually decide if dropping out is the best option, studying on your own, possibly with a mentor, would be an equal if not better substitute. Even without a stat-boosting diploma there's a chance you could find your Beatle lucky break. You never know.
I'm completely against drinking any type of alcohol there is, but when it comes to cooking using liquor is acceptable in any circumstance. I baked a tiramisu cheesecake with a little bit of coffee-flavored liqueur. Everyone was telling me how they tasted the alcohol and how bad I was. All I could say was "Shut the hell up, you loved it and none of you are pure anyway." If I was a character in a literary work, I'd be a romantic hero. |
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Whenever someone mentions that they like something that I like, whether it's a song, book, TV show, video game, Youtube channel, etc., there's a part of me that's always a little surprised, even if said thing is pretty popular. I think it has to do with the fact that when I was about 9 or 10, which was when I really started getting into Pokemon, whenever I asked someone if they liked Pokemon their answer always seemed to be no, and I didn't really have much else to talk about; being homeschooled, I felt like I couldn't really join in on conversations about school and classes and such, and my parents didn't let us watch shows like Spongebob or iCarly or Hannah Montana (Although looking back on it now I'm kinda glad they didn't) so I felt pretty left out.
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I'm tired of driving for the remainder of the month. In the last two months I've made drives that are 5 hours in length, two that were 8 hours long and today a 3 hour drive. This is a combination of being a passenger and doing the driving and being a passenger. So I'm kinda fed up with that. I also and irked that I don't get to shower till four because of it.
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I have a crush on a girl I started talking to on kik. it's been almost a week since we talked. Last message I sent hasn't been delivered so I'm worried she all of a sudden hates me instead of being busy, even though when we last talked she brought up how she wants to meet up when she hits state side.
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I hate people who don't just tell you they no longer want to talk and either block you with you having no way of knowing or just don't answer even though your know they are on. I'd rather they say please leave me alone and don't talk to me then do that stuff.
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If I would have actually had any gym battles in the gym league as the Poison type gym leader, I would have been easy to beat. Poison type is one I was not familiar with and the team I assembled had no strategy, just decent type coverage. A simple rain team could have rocked my socks. I sucked back then.
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It annoys me whenever someone watches a movie on TV that they own on DVD (or Blu-ray, or even VHS), and they'll sit through all the commercials rather than spend that time putting the commercial-free, unedited, full copy on their shelf into their player.
It annoys me even more when they try to convince me to sit down and endure the commercials every 10 minutes. Last edited by Cat333Pokémon; December 2, 2014 at 04:55:56 PM. Reason: Typo |
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As for an admittance, I have done almost nothing outside of school this whole semester. I rush the homework assignments before I reach the class they're due in. I just feel like with what I plan on doing in life job-wise has nothing to do with any of my classes in school other than art/chorus. I speak english better than my english teacher! I might want to add this is my senior year and that my job plan is a storyboard artist or a musician. I just need a little more practice with FL Studio. |